Gatsby,
Being without you for months have felt like years to me. I wish that in the end I could be the one that was there for you when you left and the same girl there for you when you returned from the war. But I feel I must reveal something that indeed might persecute everything we had. I have chosen to marry Tom Buchanan. I hope that you never see this has something I wanted. The night before the wedding I was ready to back out and I drank myself out of the misery even though I am not the one to drink. Over the time I realized that where my life was at I needed a settlement and to be home without you just hurt to much. I know that I will never have the light inside me that you had given me but this is something I unfortunately had to do . I love you James Gatz.
